There are different ways of sobbing. You can be loud enough to tear the world down and flood it in your tears. Or, it can be so full of pain, but you don’t make a sound. The sobs silently rack your body. The exhale is so deep, you can feel something break inside, shatter to even more pieces than it already just was. And your tears, they aren’t flooding the world, they’re steadily falling, drowning only you.
These silent sobs, they’re so awful, and every broken piece of your broken heart makes itself apparent until you can’t take the weight of this heavy heart. You mouth the words, “Take it. You can have it